As for why I am starting this blog, it's because I need to vent my anger. Being Korean and having rage, I thought I'll post all my issues on a blog. Now you can all enjoy the stupid things I do when I'm mad. And in the end, I hope I can manage my anger.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

What to do?

So since I've "graduated," people have asked me what am I going to do now. The thing is, I'd hate to have a desk job. I hate to be doing something I do not enjoy. However, there's not much I enjoy enough to do it on a daily routine for 8 hours a day. And honestly, it's really hard for me to be motivated. So I've thought about what I do enjoy. I enjoy playing sports, but I'm not much of an athlete and I get frustrated doing that. I also like sleeping, but that's probably because I have trouble sleeping. I think too much sleep and I'll get easily tired of that. I like eating. Maybe I can go to culinary school and become a food critic or something, but that's expensive. I like being with my friends. But I can't think of any job relating to that. And ironically, I like helping people. I know I'm a big jerk so this seems like a joke. But really, this is why I like tutoring and teaching. And people have asked me if I were going to teach at some nice suburban neighborhood and the answer is no. I always planned to teach at poor districts. Why teach at a place where almost everyone will go to college? I grew up poor. My parents do not have a college degrees. My parents are very much working class. I know how it feels to go home where my parents are too busy, too tired, or just can't understand English enough to help me with my school. And with all this, yeah it seems like something I enjoy but I think I could be doing more while I'm still young. I've thought about doing EMT or something more active. I don't really get grossed out that easily. My brother asked me if I could slit someone's throat if someone's choking to let them breath and the answer is easily. I will admit when I was younger, I was grossed out by things like that or even bugs. When I was a kid, I was afraid of a bug, and then my mom smashed it with her hand. She then mocked me for acting like a girl. This is coming from my tiny mom who's very girly. I was never afraid or grossed out by bugs again. So yes, you can call me to come over to smash you cockroaches. Anyways, military medicine is what I'm looking at right now. Looks pretty fun and I doubt I'll get bored of that. But my parents want me to do a bit more job hunting, so I guess I'll be doing that.

So the short version of the above paragraph is, I don't know what I'm going to do.

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